I wish

Pineapple of my dreams

There was once a person, told me that once I've chosen this path. It's gonna be like a war. I told this person I gonna get one person out of this when I step in. 

Midst of this, one more person told me who is not my friend nor acquaintance, he said it's not gonna have good ending if that person still there. I told this person, i won't be the one leaving.

I still have high hopes for you, so hurry back home. Cause I miss you so.. 

Now

This is the third person texting , calling me telling me how much trauma and physical pain I have bought upon you. I can't talk to anyone , those cruel words you said to me. 

Right now all that happen you were never in wrong, and is this the real you ? 

Such violent, knife were out little cuts in you and me, cleaning up your wound while u were asleep, asking you if you really want it.. 

All and all only who knows.. Just you and me.. Kept all this secret to myself , handle all threats and call , handling day jobs, family , and social life. 

Still pray hard you will come back and free ..

Behind those crystal wall of yours, how much do you feel for me..

Scars

I really don't know how chase u back and everyday there is more and more conflicts. Time please be on your side, I feel so sad hearing all this is my doing . 

I wish I could tell u , I wish you could see , I wish u are free.

A scar on my heart

The day when u are free of this, and u will  be like an angel. I had never been angry nor blame you for anything because I know u are beautiful in the heart somewhere beyond those disgusting ice demon in the head. Because I choose this path and I love you. 

Hate me or let me be the one , you will walk out of this with the help of others. I'm down with my job, my life, my family I had no regrets as long as one day you can be free. I shall see you one day free from the demonic chain from afar I will smile. I pray to God let this day and all the goodness bestow on you , my love. 

Love Vinny.