Come back

That night when u were waiting for your friend and I'm lying down at the door. Actually I felt something on me, coming in by the door cause I could feel it.

I guess there's a hint about telling you to do something cause I wasn't howling when u said that to me. I did offer joss stick actually. I guess u didn't know.. And I kept this for quit long..someday when you are good, everything will be smooth sailing.. 

I'm helpless against this , is all in your mind. For years ahead, be better and I'll pray for you still cause i have faith. 

I might not be around but I hope u be free and live proud. 

I love you.. I hope u will see someday..I really do.