Falling and falling

After everything I've gone through, I still want to love without reservation. I believe it's alright to take chances in love, and when I do , I simply give it all. And if things doesn't work out again, I don't have to feel that I'm a loser from loving wholeheartedly . Sometimes, I would isolate myself from you and everything , maybe this is because I always never get  your attention. You never see this part of me when being together. 

曾经有一份真诚的爱情摆在我面前,但是我没有珍惜,等到了失去的时候才后悔莫及,尘世间最痛苦的事莫过于此,如果上天可以给我一个机会再来一次的话,我会对那个女孩说我爱你!如果非要把这份爱加上一个期限,我希望是一万年.

Silly

I dreamt about calling you talking on the phone..when I woke up , I was holding the phone beside my head 😢

Good night open your mouth and drool ! 

:(

Now man talk about their problem...from the past to now...haiz now my problem I didn't take out...

15 September 2013

Thanks for the plaster. I thought I got your care and concern for me back, now I understand.

The morning wait was worthwhile to find out who is really in your heart . 

:(

Am I really such a lousy person ? :'( 

All that you have to say about me is I'm such a let down on every occasion :'(

Am I really not understanding enough? :'(

I also need your attention too, it is me that brought upon this broken relationship. But have you tried putting yourself in my shoe..missing you everyday so long and only gets little of your time back :'(((( slowly all your time and also our dating time is also into your work ... Time spend together meant so much to me and us u know?? I understand your workload.. But how could I not be missing you and not wanting more of your attention? 

After a week of me being in the army, you gave up more on us.. 

Smelly , why don't you sit down and tell me.. We promise to solve every problem that arise .. Even till now, I still care for you.. When I don't even know where your about.. I still loves you my smelly .

I will try to learn everyday and to remember small little detail that I miss out. So one day when we can be together again , we will walk down the path as old crappy husband and very fierce old wife down the road with many grandson and daughter happily.. :)

Smelly. 

September is really a very down fall month for me..I don't know it's a good thing or bad thing .. the first time I have to stop eating lunch and dinner for the whole 2 weeks .. today is the first time I bought this for myself .. I felt so disheartened .. My love of my live has to leave me.. If I can't take care of myself how do I take care of her...