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Am I really such a lousy person ? :'( 

All that you have to say about me is I'm such a let down on every occasion :'(

Am I really not understanding enough? :'(

I also need your attention too, it is me that brought upon this broken relationship. But have you tried putting yourself in my shoe..missing you everyday so long and only gets little of your time back :'(((( slowly all your time and also our dating time is also into your work ... Time spend together meant so much to me and us u know?? I understand your workload.. But how could I not be missing you and not wanting more of your attention? 

After a week of me being in the army, you gave up more on us.. 

Smelly , why don't you sit down and tell me.. We promise to solve every problem that arise .. Even till now, I still care for you.. When I don't even know where your about.. I still loves you my smelly .

I will try to learn everyday and to remember small little detail that I miss out. So one day when we can be together again , we will walk down the path as old crappy husband and very fierce old wife down the road with many grandson and daughter happily.. :)

Smelly.