Falling :'(

I also don't know why I become like this..maybe I just want your attention.

Bad things keep pouring into my mind..

:'(

I tried to watch this movie letters to Juliet , but I tear even more.. Picture of us keep running in my mind..the guy that doesn't have time for his girl all the time, all that is abt work he is on,..I'm afraid that we can't be together in the future..

In the end you told me, I can never understand your work. 

Can you try to understand me abit? How I feel all this time? I miss you so much! But your phone never leave your hand for an hour..even while having dinner Tgt . :(

Aren't we suppose to spend every precious time Tgt ? :'(

I'm really sorry that I could no longer understand why is this happening.

I'm sorry it is my fault that I get angry at you.

I'm sorry that I'm breaking down.. 

I'm sorry that I'm always making you having a bad day now..

Now that I'm like this, it's hard for me to bring out the happiness that u always wanted. 

Maybe I might even be happy for you that your stress that I bring to you is over.

It break my heart to see myself become like this . :'(