Tuesday, September 10, 2013

D-47

Today is the fourth night I've been here,
if you are still loving me like before, it can't be possible.. Able to be part for so long means that you haven already given up, It's the consequence I have to bear.
Is it time for me to let go? I've shed so many tears through so many night.
May god guide me to you once more.
Fate that we can't be together anymore ,
May I ask for one more chance and let us be together again and go through thick and thin till old? 
My dearest smelly , even though our time spend together is short but I treasure every moment being with you. Thank you for being with me in this life time. Memories of ours will forever be with me in my heart. 
You ask me how I treated you in the past, I have no excuses, it's all abt me inside of my head that I hurt you. I can't
Undo all those hurt that I made to you.
Those hurt that I've done to you, I felt them as well. Because I try to put it in your shoe what if you are the one doing to me when I put in those effort .
Your friends are more important than me, because they are the one that see you through this hardwork you've been , and they are the one understand you the most. The me right now will only brings you nothing but unhappiness, this is not I want to give you. I felt glad that way maybe.. But on the other hand.. I feel hurt. Not because of your decision, but what I reap.. 
I love you smelly. 

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