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It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it's even harder to give up when it's everything you want. I never let you go, because in the back of my mind, I still believe that someday we'll get our second chance. I hate being second to those I put first. When my absence doesn't alter your life, then my presence has no meaning in it. I don't know why they call it heartbreak. It feels like other part of my body is broken too. Tears are words the heart can't express. The hardest thing to do is waking up without you. I hate this feeling. It's one I know all too well. It's a thing called heartbreak and it hurts like hell. When I see you smile and know that it's not for me, that's when I miss you the most. Sometimes you don't realize how much you care for someone until they stop caring for you.