I miss the old you..

Sometimes in the past, you have been so frustrated at work, you will bring them into our relationship .. I hope in the future even if it's not us being Tgt. You can try to put your work behind and spend time with your love ones.. During family dinner Tgt, just switch your phone to silence and have peaceful dinner with your boyfriend or husband next time. During your date out, don't leave him waiting for you on the phone for hours. Always give and take , sometimes you need to have more patience . Having more patience and less angry at things, will make you a happier person. Avoid texting too many guys friends, this will also spoil your relationship . Sometimes it's a good thing to check on your partners phone . Try to be understanding about your partners doing.. Most of all spend more times with your love one , career come second.. The you right now isn't the one i used to know ..slowly I began to understand you lesser and lesser each day..I know someday this continues..we will become even stranger..

I love you from the start, I told you from the start I will love you more each day, but slowly after you got commited to this job, we drift so far apart, I felt so much neglected tt time, i felt like I wasn't any important to you, because even if we were going out or having dinner with family, you will just left for awhile and be on your phone with your work. I got angry and so sad with you, eventually you left me..after you left me..things start to change..the man and people that change you.. I tried so hard and so much to chase after you behind you, all that you didn't know..your heart died on us, what's left is me trying to fix back everything ..everyday and everynight I felt so sad , my heartache.. All I want is you to understand how much I want us to workout and not giving up.. That day you said to me abt me acting like I wan him now.. You broke my heart tt very moment my tears fall while in the train..My decision was for You and Us.. During tt time I think through and ask around so much , you didn't know..I tried to make a firm decision so that you can continue your studies, your work, and I can work hard Tgt..but all that seems to slowly disappear..me and you just lost our path..

I love you, the first time u plan for me how much to save and encourage me to pay the debt and start saving for out future..it work out for tt two month..I love the way you are..I love you for caring so much for me, I love you for putting in so much effort and thinking for us , I love you for teaching me so much thing ,.. But now i love the old you so much , I wish and pray that you can go back to your old self.. I cried so many nights...but i still hate myself sometimes for caring for you so much..