Everyday I wish that I can die, I don't want to have such thing happening to me , is it karma ? Or is it what have I done to let all this happening to me.. Sometimes it is so hard to live on.. If I can die to exchange for happiness , i wish that happen to me now.. Tears drop because I have waited for nothing .. Each and every time when I have so much trust and hope.. I have died everyday waiting for you.. Let me died peacefully.. Dear god..