I remembering you said things about Edmund , like how he go drink everyday with different girls. Now I began to see you walking his steps.. If I'm not worth for everything , then I will stop because what I do you will never see how I wanted to help you out from drinking, gradually this will affect your future..

I don't mind being someone you don't like , but I tried being a bad person for telling you everyday not to drink and go home early.. If this is the life that you want now, i will take my leave for this is what you want.. Seeing you getting injured while drinking broke my heart, seeing you drinking with so many guys broke my heart, seeing you care for others more rather than me broke my heart, seeing you getting sick from drinking and this kind of lifestyle broke my heart so much, your brother Sean, your ai ai , didn't want to see you go boat quay so often either. 

You got yourself good companion at boat quay , they are good people I believe . But how long to you intend to keep this going? 1 years 3 years or 10 years ? You have been through this before and we do..everyday going to boat quay for so long me and my cousins and all decide to stop because we know there's always all kind of people there and it's really wasting money and time over there.. spending so many night for years over there, what so we gain ? Same old drinking kakis and friend but how about the one we really care? What starts there will eventually ends there..